Friday, November 21, 2008
Puiying, Jazlyn and i went back to ZPS yesterday (20/11) when the P6 students got their results back. Saw juniors like Mary, Najwa, Shaomin, Rylee and some of Euyang's friends who kept saying, "Hey that's Euyang's sister." Oh yeah, that's me. Back there in ZPS, the tense atmosphere just felt so familiar. Oh well, we felt exactly the same last year- biting our fingernails, beating each other, not quite believing what we were going through. Seeing my juniors like that, i felt really nervous for them, too. And it was rather funny how it was just last year when i felt the same. Like shit, how time flies. Ms Wong advised me to brush up my Chinese, shucks. When we went back to ZPS last week, i gave her a letter HANDWRITTEN by ME in CHINESE. Actually i intended to come up with a full-Chinese A4 size paper. However, i stopped writing in Chinese halfway through and wrote in English instead. Tsk but at least i've tried, okay!I was so worried for Euyang as he waited for his result slip. And boy, how vividly i can still remember the expression on his face upon seeing his results. Well but at least he tried his best. I could see him working towards Catholic High School. My heart really goes out to him when i saw his reaction. Perhaps i've been pressurising him too much? But i believe he can do much better for his 'O's and get into a good JC. Why not?Met Daryl and Desirae at Vivo afterwards. We got cheated by Sabrina who couldnt turn up. Yeah so much for PastaMania, Sab! Anyway, we settled at SuperDog and gossiped a lot. Afterwards we went to BodyShop to get my stuff and Daryl enjoyed her 'Enchanting Night', haha! Went to the waters to camWHORE and chat. We saw a bunch of gays who stood and acted serene by standing in a line and trying to enjoy the scenery, if any. Desirae and I got splinters on our soles after our successful jumpshots. Dammit. For the rest of the time we were trying to get the splinters out, with Daryl CAPTURING THE MOMENT. Thanks a lot eh. Had a drink at Coffee Bean. Wanted a MALIBU DREAM but chose my PEPPERMINT instead. However, before i even got to drink it, i accidentally spill it, meanwhile giving out a scream which caused heads to turn. I was so embarrassed i swear. So Daryl and Desirae, being the nice souls, shared their drinks with me. Later Mr Roger Tan asked me to call him so that he could explain the decision matrix to me. We talked for about half an hour, while Daryl and Desirae chatted about everything including Ms Tang hahah. Anyway it was nice talking to Mr Tan again. It's so nice to have a teacher like him. If it werent for him, i would not have any idea of how to select a good school for Euyang. Omg thank you Mr Tan. :DWhen Desirae and I were choosing earrings (with Daryl standing bored-ly), we saw Sanpeng. Hahah, and Desirae asked him if he was really Sinyee's cousin AND HE SAID YES LIKE WOW. Anyway i bought a pair of hoop earrings since i lost mine, and another pair which Desirae and i shared. <3Had piano lesson later so we left early. Oh well. We still have our 5th Dec date, anyway! And X'mas. ;)Im sorry i broke down.I just couldnt fight my tears back any longer.Im sorry that i had to pour everything out to you;But i am just suffering from tremendous stressThat i can no longer keep it to myself.Thank you for listening to my laments;Thank you for giving me so many advices;Thank you for offering help.And once again,Im sorry i cried.
